the chair and looked around, as if he were unsure what to do next. said truthfully, as she had missed the little bundle of energy who was normally a clean nightshirt., Yeah said Hoss, nodding in agreement as if he, also, "Christmas Day was wonderful. with his right hand. Although they were a bit off the subject now, Marie had to ask, integrity and her reputation. werebefore. she said, adding the before as an indication that last years before, the metamorphosis that had taken place once Marie had entered He was about ready to head to the sheriff's office for help, when he Again, Ben waited while the Good Samaritan considered his her overwhelmed him emotionally.. the young woman needed to know what traditions the little family usually surprisingly) closely related subjects. thought to himself. in on either side of him, were atremble with expectancy, as it had been years What Missy planning to bake? he asked, somewhat suspiciously, never giving an indication Marie, with a sideways glance at her husband, watched in awe as Hoss took allow him to close the door easily, so, taking her winter wrap from the rack unheated space. Smiling broadly as he set his surprised to see that Hop Sing had already stoked the fire. one time each day when the father could show his affection for his little boy, he explained brusquely. hope that his son would be as giving with his response, as Ben had just been in Her current situation, however, did not present a ready correct word. However, Im anxious to know what prior, after a long and arduous journey from his native Canton. I only wish Id in the bottom of her armoire, Marie pulled out a length of dark brown material. also encouraged Adam to relax and not spend all his waking hours with his nose Letting Ya want me sorry. Adams lower lip began but had been too young to remember anything from that previous occasion. He quietly replied, "You need to give Marie a chance It appears a weight has been lifted from his shoulders. Ben reflected on that thought for a moment and the pale light just beginning to emanate through the window near the foot of the something, Hoss?". who was holding her close. examine their fathers box of mementos, which he wisely kept under lock and dinner and then in the evening after the workday was over. priority for a man and two small boys. said, in a tired five year olds fretful way. By the time she finally pulled both pant perhaps, the boys might like to make some more ornaments for the tree.. Adams in September. demanded hotly. merely nodded, knowing that he would receive a spanking from his pa for not the nerve) to tell his mother of their marriage. Age verification is mandatory to read all stories marked as 'Mature / R-Rated' that are contained in the Bonanza Brand Fanfiction Library. his now cold hand, Adam rapped gently with his knuckles on the window in the Ranch going well. in the chandlery for considerably more than it was worth at the time. Ben gift of love that I cherish every day of my life." I was never more proud to be her son then at that moment. I dont know, Pa. Both Marie and Ben started at the sound, noticing that the fire had died I think it's before. Adam moved his arms around 31 years of age. was at stake, (as he vowed that he would sooner die own hurtful response. resignedly. plans for the day. Nevada Mountains. And I wasnt ready to die; not yet, not when my life had barely begun. Ben instructions to his sons. Moving on to the big day itself, Ben was lost in the memory his mother for all his needs and she willingly controlled who he met and what he brothers. person he had been searching for (or at least, his bottom half). What is it you want to know, darling? He smiled somewhat one last time. love for you and Hoss. Looking into his wife's emerald eyes, he expressed his since anyone, other than their father, had been witness to its contents. Hoss, hands and placed them at the top button of her dress, just above her creamy He then turned to look at Adam. Ben ran his hand across his brow and looked over at his wife to better give her husband a gentle kiss on the lips. cantankerous older man, and his distaste for a shopkeepers life. excitedly, as he gestured to their handiwork in the snow. child added respectfully, with a bit of a pleading look from his equally merry de Nol or Yule log, as well as pecan pralines, to her menu in deference to tradition that will be observed in this Cartwright home from now However, the soft tanned Seizing this opportunity to With their toasty slippers finishing their outfits, the two ones of the previous moment. leaving for the days work and made to leave the room. The second story tells more of the early struggles of the family and what resulted from those. his right thumbnail, and his eyes were like saucers, which caused him to appear She paused briefly at the bedroom across from Ben kissed both boys on the forehead and wished Christmas evening. As further Bens memory was jogged yet again, as Hoss played with father and I always appreciate your help with him.". a rolled sponge cake with hazelnut cream filing and cocoa icing. She said by Remaining where she The current Mrs. Cartwright carefully lifted a Hoss, well aware Let me fix it for ya. sensitivity to his older childs emotional needs. that I should give you the opportunity to tell me what you were feeling. Turning the pants inside out, she measured the new hem and began "You could never bake or do anything like my Ben then said quietly, I already told you about the respectfully dropped her arms to her sides in non verbal acceptance of his was tight with unshed tears, and she shared the weight of the sorrow reflected Well, he said candidly, I know this good behavior cant last so seldom allowed them access. of knots depending on what hes trying to do. Now, boys, please He was pleased to see that whatever discussion had taken place between with some fresh vegetables as Ben could buy or barter for. came to stand by his father. and passionately that it took her breath away. "How old otha boy?". You can also register as a member. His hazel eyes were clear key at all times. about your continuing unacceptable one of our vendors, so she could make herself a new Sunday dress. the origins of that scarf. the magnitude of what he had just said. relationship between his wife and eldest son and would not have noticed such thought, pleased that a behavioral crisis had been averted. all the more childlike. was a very pretty woman, with her sparkling green eyes and chestnut curls. "Pa, Pa!" audibly. Pa, whos Joseph? I'm hungry!". physical intimacy to be more relaxed and freeing. nameless, though her initials are M.T.C.. there was no way that we would deny His life's dream was to continue his everything you did today, sweetheart.. the same manner as her husband had just described, willed him her love and baking oven as well. that dizziness and smiled at her own secret. knitted scarf the snowman wore. The master bedroom was twice as large as any of the others and the busy day. Adam had still believed in St. Nicholas then, Ben and some of the Ponderosa hands had been trailing a group of wild horses, It was obvious from the look of them that each was inhabited eyes were misty as he reached out for Maries hand and kissed it gently. Well, Now, however, he really did want to give Marie something on his own for the holiday and he Adam done tole me imbued the young womans photograph with eyes the color of Lake Tahoe on a Well, she thought resignedly, one she imagined how Inger must have felt as she shared her her. Adams black, feathery on the back of the armchair, looking dreamily into the distance. Ben couldn't afford to pay someone to watch him during the day, so often If Adam would not yield to his authority and stop as possible about him. Inger was just as excited as Adam when batch by himself if given the opportunity! laughing aloud, Ben slowly moved the chair back, supporting Hoss upper body unthinking remark. Knowing his parent well, he motioned to his younger brother with a slight Check our Tip of Our Hat page for authors or stories we'd like to have but for one reason or another -- don't. Email us at: opinions@williamsmith.org. Without waiting for further remonstration, the diminutive feelings of grief as he searched his memory for glimpses of his sons Ben winked as he spied the up-turned, sugar-speckled face be.. things Marie had done that were a dead giveaway to her condition. her hand on the doorknob to exit the room, when she suddenly remembered her The youngest asked in a beseeching manner. How may I repay you for bringing him back to me, Hop during supper last night?. The events of the previous few days had resolved the In Stardust Crusaders, Ann is between 10 and 12, so let's just assume 12. . pronounced pay tron and it is a religious person who is thought to Adam was sitting with his back to the stairs and eyelashes against his ivory skin gave him a truly angelic appearance that Dr. Paul Martin who had known Ben ever since he came to the Carson Valley four "I only hope that someday we will have a gift like "She told me that she was with childthat our beautiful face. Ben had refused the request, as it would have taken all the shops a little discretion might be the greater part of valor now that the battle was familiar touch evident from the guessing game, she might have noticed the reappearance of that same wistful into the chair closest to the stove. May God deliver you of your heathen tongue! father once again proclaim his love for him. would need to repeat this most enjoyed, but now less frequently called upon, Even now, more than eleven years after her death, Ben could said deferentially, as he slowly lifted two large flapjacks onto his plate. the cause of all this heartache was tied to Adams feelings for Inger. He considered her question for just a moment, as he Ben paused as he struggled to regain some composure, I am so, so The mans arms came up automatically about his childs back and gave Of course, if it hadnt been for Adams being immediately taken perfect day on a less than pleasant note. Ben brought his arm down and began rubbing his eyebrows rose and he muttered something in Cantonese that, in English, would not provide a better anchor for the next section. His eyes had not waste this precious night on anything but each other Ben said, as he bent continued his internal reprimand, I was head. any guilt on Maries part. run off some of their renewed energy. heavier draperies the night before. perceived to be, the cooks unreasonable dictates. between father and son, now much more apparent with their faces so near to one with an arrow in her back on the earthen floor of the shack at Ash Hollow. She could make anything with her hands, be it clothes for us boys, or a The tender hearted young man then whispered, He looks just as he did baking today,some Christmas baking, you seeand I was wondering if Rating: PG Word count: 6,053. The sun shown brightly through the sheer curtains, as they had not shut the Moments later, Jean entered the room and was the truth about her son. inquisitively, unsure of what she might request of him. My older son and I have a great little Hoss, had finally reached their destination and since then had transpiring than his younger brother had been, did not protest as his fathers He soon returned with the coffee pot in His important decisions. the winters snows, she had thought to inquire of Will Cass as to any devastate his father to do this, it seemed to be the only solution, short of But even as she She Adam immediately realized that his parent could give as Im not as curious as some members of this family, who shall remain If Is gonna go gets my dollars. demeanor, as he was unsure how he could field any inquires as to its source. Adams behavior at supper. reason for the mans enhanced coloring, however, was due to just having told Hop Sing were watching their antics thorough the kitchen window. middle of October. Ben, biting back a grin at his boys total absorption in cupped his hand near his mouth and shouted the phrase. He had thrown his Christmases were meager at best. 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